A Mild Case of Erectile Dysfunction

Because we are still mammals after all, so our natural instinct is to be sexually aroused when it's time to procreate. It's not something wrong, it's very normal. The last time I tried being intimate with my girlfriend was in the year 2021, back then I was 39 years old. I remember touching each other in the room, it was very nice and respectful, but I just wouldn't erect. I loved and still love my girlfriend, but I was so stressed and trying to perform in bed that I turned into a wreck instead. That experience was the last time I spent time alone in a room with a woman. Eventually we ended our relationship amicably, I still feel sad that I couldn't perform in bed when we were all ready for a good time together.

I am 43 years turning 44 this year. At my present age, my usage of pornography is like what goes on in a sperm bank. It's meant to encourage me to go forth a little, but there is no guarantee that I would ejaculate. Literally put, I stopped being aroused, and I actually needed help to be adequately aroused.

When I was younger, little would I imagine a day might come when I actually needed help with sexual arousal. When I was in my teens, any pretty girl that passes by me, I'd be interested in knowing her better. These days you could show me all the nudity on the planet and all I wish for is for everyone to put their clothes back on and get back to the meditation cushion. I'm preparing for my eventual demise, and the last thing I would wish for is to be discovered by the police, naked in my bedroom with a limp dick dead from exhaustion or a heart attack.

Nobody said it's going to be easy, I hope our lads don't give up and continue to ask oneselves good questions. I don't think anyone would envy me, but still, I am quite grateful that I survived my younger years of raging testosterone. It was really tough back then, I have no idea how I survived being such a jerk, but I did.